If I had my way..

If I had my way,

I would be in your arms,

crying and laughing in between.

Dissolving into the bliss,

of being together.

Again.

If I had my way,

I would be your world,

and you, my God.

Revolving like binary stars,

in our own private universe.

Again.

If I had my way,

my eyes would not be wet now

and yours, not closed.

Wet and dry,

blind and cry.

Again.

No, I never had my way.

I always let you choose.

And you chose,

to leave.

My world, now godless,

chaotic and dead,

screams my pain,

silently. Through,

what seems a smile.

Only if I had my way!...

I would not be a dead thing now.