Durga's Random Thoughts.

Nothing could burn my passion; Unless it was you. Nothing could bring tears in my eyes, if not you and your memories. No day did pass without your thoughts running. And crying. Slowly, I loved you. Slowly I cared for you. Everything behind me, is darkness B'cos it misses you. Everything is blurred, vision is dimmed.. All I remember seeing, is your lips. Every day I think you will return. And be sorry. Slowly, I realize, you lied. Gradually, I realize... You never meant what you said.

Silence speaks. Eyes speak when they meet. Hearts hear.Feel. Be it hatred,love or fear. All in silence. Till, Death - The Ultimate Sentence to Silence.

I called him today.He picked up. Not even a sound of recognition.Why?? I told him I miss him.Just a sigh.Why? Asked him how he was. - I donno how Iam living on.. I still miss you a lot. And an afterthought.Take care; I heard the death of a sob.Why?? Life has gone on. We have changed.Both of us. But I still remember her smiling face. Her loving words.But...Why?? Was it destiny?? Was it ,being practical?? Why was I being emotional, then?? Why was I having tears?? Why did we part?? Something was wrong. What WAS wrong??? Was it me?Was it her?? It was certainly me.But why?? Why was it me? Why not her?? I donno how I am living. I still miss every single moment. But why??Why now?? But everything was wrong.I know it. And she knows, I know.

If you are about to leave, leave me soon.. I will be less hurt. If you are about to say, say soon.. I will listen more. If you are about to wound, wound me soon.. I will heal sooner. If you intend to ask me out, ask me soon.. I might be taken else. If you want to love me, love me soon.. I might find love elsewhere. If you want to be with me, take me soon.. I might die before that... Dont you dare to not do to me, what you want,now! Anything can happen, any moment.. I dont want you,dear,to regret later.. That I never knew,knew what you felt for me.. That I am gone...gone from your life.. Forever...

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It is exams for me an' I know it is really ridiculous. How come only I, am not afraid??? I donno.. I just have no fear. I dont care at all.. No thought about passing, Nothing about the marks.. Heedless to advices.. Damn it! I know it sounds bad.. It is revision time for us n I know it is ridiculous again.. How come,I just dont revise??? I donno.. I have not revised. An' it seems,I have no plans too.. No thoughts about covering the portions, Nothing about grades.. Very careless in studies, Damn it!I know it still sounds bad...