Durga's Random Thoughts.

A bit of a happy news... My sis, 10th results are out. She scored 95.2%.. :) She was doing it in the CBSE.

Wondering why a lot of things don't make sense to me. I believe in a power, term it god or not, behind life. But if god had a form at all, other than power, then it is really a lot lot like an autocrat, if I go by the present day practices and teachings. I initially, tried bribing 'god' to see if it is selfish. But it didn't turn out selfish. On the contrary, I HAD to work to the end result. See, I see priests asking us to 'donate' or pay for 'services' [Have they changed the meaning of services? :? ]. Now, they says god[s] get angry if we don't do that, do this blah blah blah.. And some people, follow it. If you don't 'pray' daily, visit temple, offer offerings, you get 'ill luck'. If you p[r] ay , you get luck. More like those stupid spam forwards I get once in a while. Forward n you get 7 yrs of good luck and gal friend will kiss you till eternity, or your life will get destroyed by some dam aliens or something like that, more...

Internet is cracking me up. Dam slow to get connected. One of these days, BSNL will have a visit from me.. x-( I am surprised the comp is still in one piece [or as connected as it can be, :-| with my temper on the rise ]. Took an Hour!!!! Imagine, an hour to connect today!!!! And I am sure this has something to do with that idiot who pulled out the internet USB cord, in the pretext of repairing my comp. x-( And I always had computer info flying above my head rather than try to stick something in it. :-Z God AM FUMING!!!!

Yaar DN u showed me a way perhaps i get bored easily perhaps, i also feel trapped easily, u kinda know it, i think soo. u showed me the way of anonymous blogging. there are a few of them who know who's R.K. that abstains me from writing many things today i was gonna delete my blog and profile, but couldn't get time for that. i dont know what made an old frnd remind me today, and pass my time lovingly. may be i'll delete it tomorrow and start a new one in future where i would be completely anonymous sounds powerful :) and hugs to you dear friend. drink lots and lots and lots of water :D sometimes it feels that no one's more reasonable than me, sometimes it feels what i am good for, i dont mean to anybody. this behavior is a mystery, i wish i could be more stable :) understood DN :D bye :) May 15, 12:49 am. Dear RK, I am sure you will read this. I hope you do. I will miss you. I understand perfectly what you mean. I am back to happiness. And visit my blog to comment anon....

Been really upset. Feel like I am trapped in my body. PS- No questions please. PPS- Edited.

Having completed commenting on the blogs I follow, [after a looooong break- or so it seems to me. :) ], I am back to my own. I had not been blogging for sometime, though not many seem to have missed me. :) Being missed is not something you can ask others to do. I have done that when I am in a very good mood. People close to me do not miss me, How can I ask my blog friends to miss me? Never mind. I never wrote for others in the beginning of my blog. Some where down the road, I had deviated a bit. And that made me expect things. :) Not anymore.

Been long. Not enticed by internet these days. See you guys, when I feel like. DN

I would have trouble believing the indian judiciary -not that I do not have doubts now- if the terrorist inside bars Kasab, gets away with anything silly. PS- Though he never managed, he could have been judged juvenile and leggo with 3 years of imprisonment. Something like that..