Durga's Random Thoughts.

Yet another sleepless night. I do not know why. I have lots of work tomorrow and I know it will be a hectic day. And not a hint of needing rest. I replied to some comments that were pending. Read posts that were too. Commented in detail and still sleepless. And I am not in a mood to complete the drafts. Hence started off this. I am half way through a film script. I loved reading the part I finished. I'll read the rest, soon after publishing this. I have no thoughts in my mind now. At least my mind is not buzzing like it usually does. May be cos I just mailed my friend about what was in my mind and hence freed the lil thing. Btw, I write looooooooooong mails when I do. Or really short ones. One liners. I have two poems ready for Durga. But since they are upstairs, I dont think they will see public life soon. The lazy bum I am. Lots of people are online on chat windows. But I dont feel like uttering a word. Remembering, it has been long since I caught up with many. I will just get ba...

" Gayathri has left a new comment on your post " Curiosity is a taboo on taboos. ": actually what are u upto?all those 'random' thoughts?one-line ones?!! " My Reply to G3 : Well, I keep thinking a lot, sometimes even irritating the people who listen to me. Sometimes, after hours of thought processes, I end up in some conclusion. And sometimes, it ends openly. Now, when my thoughts end with a conclusion, I jot it down. Just in case, I need it later. And it feels good to read it later and remember the thoughts that lead to it. Now, lemme take this. If I go curious about lesbianism, gayness, transgenders, sex etc, and if I express my doubts to a grown up, it creates a lot 'That-is-a-taboo-we-cant-talk-about-it.' feeling. It is awkward, trust me. My peers thankfully, have an open mind. Though I should admit, sometimes, even I feel it a taboo under certain circumstances. Now, if I get to the post on science, I had a 'discussion' on science and ...

Curiosity is a taboo on taboos.

News : Micheal Jackson passes away. Daily Dose : A lot of gossips, lawsuits and good muZic goes with him.

The problem with science is, it limits itself to logic.

News : Google to cut China's p^rn results. Daily Dose : A rebellion is on the way.

BJP not abandoning Hindutva : Advani Daily Dose : Finally, Hindutva will abandon BJP .

The spam mail I received today had the following subject : " Look here or get AIDS . "

Ever wondered why we call divorce vivaha mochanam ? ;)

Wow!! I just found a mind mapping software. And it is SEXY!! Now, dont ask me why I find a Mind mapper sexy. I donno. It just is. Wooh! :)

Beautiful worlds are only beautiful because you tend to notice the nicer parts. There are catches everywhere. And they tend to cancel out the good parts. Or the entropy is lost. Which wont ever happen. And that is why, beautiful worlds crumble. One day or the other.

I am worried about my love, I wish his heart didn't hurt. Like mine does day and night. I hope his mind isn't tense, Like mine is, hush the thought! Thinking of the future, with more than what we can take for now, I hope he keeps his calm and health. Buying us time, Oh God, this is a prayer intense, Give us time. To figure things out. And to stay together put. All along, I just pictured us together, And tonight, the picture is almost torn. I hope some spell-o-tape does work. At least for the spell, we could take another; together. The feeble twitching in my eyes, Is it death? Or is it fright? Crown me and then drown me. This time I drown, I am unsure I will recover. Years of bonds, meaningless in a second. Oh my Knight without Armor, This is the time to beg, borrow, steal. Take the armor and save me. I might be dead, if you are late a bit wee.

Immaturity and Motherhood don't go hand in hand. But Immaturity is the Mother of Maturity.

Lots of mental worries and physical work works like miracle. By the end of the day, you have nothing else in your mind other than hit the bed, sleep. I for one, like working in my garden. Pulling weeds, trimming, replanting, spreading, tilling, spade work. It gives me immense satisfaction, when I finally look at those lil things in bloom. I talk to them. I know its crazy. But somehow they seem to understand. I threaten those lazy ones and congratulate the good ones. Lazy ones show off their prowess the next week. And the good ones, well, I think they give me a smile. :) I know a person who walks. When he is atmost troubled, he walks. Fast paced. Long distances. At the end of the day the only thing he can think of is the pain in his leg. Another, goes to the gym to work out. And strenuous one at that. Yet another, starts cleaning the home. Which is a big time physical work. I thought it was just me. But it works well as a stress buster almost for everyone. :)

The funda is, if you have seen the lightening, it has missed you. :D Courtesy : A friend. :)

Everywhere I turn, I see posts on marriage, marriage and marriage. It freaks me out. :( I see marriages happening. News of engagements. Lil gals suddenly declaring they are engaged. And the lil gangs suddenly serious and giggly and then back to serious. Many of my batchmates are mothers now. And still more, expecting. Lots married and others engaged. Goodness god!! Am I old??? Or were they early? And suddenly after they get married they have a new niche and charm arround them. The 'I-have-a-family-and-am-perfectly-happy' look. I get jealous at times. But when it comes to the real thing, the jealousy vanishes and.. Something else replaces. The questions of 'do you know cooking washing blah blah blah' only irritates me. And yes, to an extent, I say I dont know a lot of things, just to irritate the questioner. But the thought of the real thing... It... donno.. I can watch people getting married. But me? No not me. For one, it needs self dependence. [At least I dont want to...

A man is happiest not at his success, but on being reminded that he could defeat the others.

back. modem fault. just got it done. lots of catchin up to do. and yeah, lots of thots swarming in ma mind.