Durga's Random Thoughts.

She had already given up hope. He was not coming back. Why would he? It has been years now. 4 years to be precise. The only evidence of his living somewhere is the yearly mails he send. One on her birthday, one on the child's. She was painting her nails wondering how long she had for herself until the child woke up and started crying. No power in the world could separate them. Or so she thought when they were dating. Even in the year they spent happily married, no one who even remotely knew them could think they would separate. But they did. That is fate. She never thought he would leave her for a "hooker" type gal. But he did. That is fate. And years passed. She must have forgotten the details of togetherness by now. She could not. That is life. Slowly tears trickled. Glancing back to make sure the child was not up. And hastily rubbed away her tears. Getting up to switch on the fan, she noticed that CD. The one he had gifted her a week before he left. She loved every sin...

My parents' wedding anniversary just passed by, 2 days ago. Needless to say, both were on reflective mode. 22 years together and still kicking together against the world. I noticed something. The foremost thought both had were not about the achievements in career or society. But raising two perfectly healthy kids and God's grace. I first wondered why. 'Cos obviously both had enough to boast about their careers. And felt the need of mentioning us rather than the career path. Every other specie, other than man, consider their foremost duty to reproduce. Not just reproduce, but bring out their very best traits, so the kids do survive. Survival of the fittest. Or they just keep on producing while many die but the fittest survives. As humans "evolved" the idea became not to just mate and reproduce, but to spend leisure in all gay ways as possible. And we had enough and more free time with us. We started having diversions. And ended up diverging from the initial goal na...

Ok. Lots happened during my hibernation. First things first. I didnt make any progress in my studies. Still the same old Jo with a pitiful percentile score. Especially after the stupid bloody "blah blah blah" [imagine all the swear words that come to your mind and fill in the "blahs" :D] AIMCAT 1005. Of course, so I decided, it aint blogging or any of my hobbies that stop me from scoring. Gotta find the monster and kill it soon. Next thing, a real bad flu attack. Lost all my health in 3 days. I have not even had time to look at my plants for some days now. Dad took over. Love dad :) But of course, all he does is water them. Some have started drying cos of pests. Hmm.. As soon as I am healthy enough, I am getting back to you guys. :) One good thing about that is, I am not supposed to work. :D Or to do anything tiring. Dad would not even let me climb stairs to room. :( So literally lived there for almost a week, weak. :) I twit a lot now. I tried incorporating a widge...

Lagti he Zindgi ke har pal anokha, Jab tere saat he jaanam suniyo na! Kar lenge qurban ham jaan bi, vaste tere, kyunki pyar me mein aur tu nahi, sirf, ham he. .

Night stretches far ahead, day would break in after that. But for all I know my day is spent and happy I have spent it so. DN

Even today, marrying the one you love is being "revolutionary". Wont this place ever learn? :-|