Durga's Random Thoughts.

I dont need my brain now. I have internet.

If you let people treat you like door mats, they WILL!

A 50 years from now, it wont matter how much I made. But how many people cherish me would make a world of difference. :) Its about how many I listened to and how many had patience to listen to me. Its not how much sense I made but how my nonsense made people laugh. Its not about how dark my life was. But how many people had light from me. Its not the unsaid and undone that brings a smile. Its what I said and did for love. -DN Not a forward. Something that 'dawned' to me one fine day. Oh yes, I do have sane realizations as well. :P

How do ants manage to drag large chunks of food with that small body? :?

So what is funny [Not to mention irritating!] about sitting at home at this time of the day? 1. It is damn hot in my room. Considering the amount of heat that is dissipated from my pink bed, I feel like going into a depression, just so I could sleep on the floor. And I have developed an art of making the room cooler by just a cup of water. * 2. There is a [stupid] eye hospital building coming up next to my home. They are already working on business. The dust that originates from all the digging up and circulates in half a kilometer radius is enough to give you an eye allergy. Along with all other god-knows-whats! 3. Marketing calls. The moment I close my bathroom door to have some privacy, the goddamn landline rings. These people ring me up at the very wrong moments to offer me insurance from death. :-| Or a management job that is mostly door to door sales or the very sought after Telemarketing. Sit near a phone and bug enough people to get the unlucky gullible ones insured from death....

Tell me, who is not InSane? :D In fact, those who are sane, are 'in-sane'!

I irritated someone yesterday so much that he became angry. Just had the 'Peace Mar' dialogue and settled it down. The truth is that, while he got irritated and angry, I was calling it 'chweet' cos I really felt it was sweet. :) Will tell you why in a short while. I only imagined it from his perspective after I knew he was pissed. Aint a good feeling. It was a joke for me then. But as soon as things went serious, I didnt know what to do. Now, all said and done, I just found this. Only people who really care would get angry at you. There is this type, who has a smiley face all the time. This type wants to butter you. Or are cowards so as not to say 'I didnt like what you just did!' or 'You are wrong.' They care much about what you think and do for them. Only cos they care about themselves. There is this second type, that turns themselves off and walk away once they see something wrong. Those people are the ones that really dont care. They dont value you a...

I thought I would write a love letter. :) I dont get a chance in real life, so at leaaaaast here I should write na? :) So here it goes! ------------ Dear Somebody! [Ok people, I dont think love letters start so formally. But this is a FORMAL love letter.] You know I love you. I know you love me. Should nt that be enough? :? But no! Love letters should be looooooooong and flirtatious and girly. So, to elaborate, like Chetan Baghat tried saying, our families should be in love too. Let us assume, for the sake of this poor love letter, that they love each other. The only confusion is, if it is one another or themselves that they love. W hereas we are not sure what the hell they might say when we actually tell them we sent love letters. With all the drama that happens around, I dont think sending love letters is a big deal. One night stands, sleeping over, and blah blah. In this era, parents should be proud we are limiting ourselves to innocent love letters. [ Hey! should we talk abo...

Saddest part of a person's life is when he dies. Especially when nobody feels sad he died.

Ah! In the past week, I fought with three people, lost my temper twice, changed my ID to something 'formal' and back to the old ID 'cos I didn't feel really good about the new ID anyways, read three books, bunked classes and yeah, was myself. :) How satisfying! :D

Another of those sh*tty times in life. Bear with me. I cry at the drop of a hat. And shout for the smallest of reasons when I have this kind of a mood. God-knows-for-how-long. Durga

Long ago, so forth I thought. Burst with love And the world will join you. For a long time, I lived in that bubble. Mending the holes, that gaped at me. And then, one day the bubble burst. Not a hole, but a full blown burst. And since then, No joke have I bought!

Die drunk, Solitary drinker. Hopeless Solace-seeker. There is none to guide you. None to chide you. You are alone. You are simply alone.