Durga's Random Thoughts.

Sometimes, you count on some people. And then they prove you wrong.

They should start making break up cards. It’s very difficult these days to call up and say. :P

Am drunk. It is not a small decision. I think 20 times before I drink. But the answer always turns out to be a yes. And I drink nevertheless. [Not autobiographical.]

I see my daughter going out with the trimmer to the garden and getting a flower and sneaking out every day. One day suspicious whether she was meeting her beau daily, I followed her. After alleys and lanes, I found her in the cemetery, paying respects to my mom.

My friends had boyfriends. All of them. And I was single. And then, suddenly he came. “ Hi can I speak to you in private for some time?” My crush for a year came and asked me... “Of course yes!” ~ giggles from all around~ From all around. I was blushing. “Well, I wanted to ask you..” “Yes?” I looked at him enquiringly. “Well... Would you please introduce me to that friend of yours with long hair and a beautiful smile?” I still was blushing. But this time, it was a humiliated one.

Wandering, I wonder if I needed any of those days, I wander more than I ever did in my life. The distance kept increasing every moment. I swore. No, that is more than anyone could take. Singing like a banjara, I swore again. Well, must look like a lunatic. Like I care! I counted my steps. The steps spread out. Like a drunkard's. It was summer. Well, it was a summer like this that he left me. And so there goes this life. No no. I walked on. Swearing and singing. And then I fell down. I died. Well, I see myself lying on the roadside. People giving me disgusted lookS and walking away. I will probably rot and become the reason for some plants. It was none of my concern. That was just a carcass. Eaten by cannibals who didn’t care. My white form rose n floated on. I became a banjara in heaven.