"Passion has no footing of reason. Passion is indifferent to reciprocal emotion, it needs to express itself to full, live itself to very end, no matter if all it receives is kind feelings, courtesy, friendship or mere patience. Every passion is hopeless, if not it would be no passion at all but some cleverly calculated arrangement, an exchange of lukewarm interests."
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Siesta
I will be off net for some time now. Mostly a month or two.. Gotta learn a bit of this and that. Do miss me and take care.. :) Will read your posts when I get time.. Please bear with my late reactions. Love you all. DN
I, The One. Oops! Mr. Square Root One.
They call me Mr. square root. I, the one, the weirdo, I the one that speaks in math, I the one that dreams old math. I eat all stuff, that will help my brain spinach, leafies and no non veg. Still they think am nuts and all, For I have never made normal talk. Call me a nerd, But they dont think I heard. All in all, I think am good. Why calling me all that would be nothing more than forever good. -A nerd.
Starry Eyed.
Splendid is the isolation, Beautiful, the charm! Of lusty winds that cover my farms. Night is dark and the flight of lark, back to nest to meet her pet. Moon is round and shining bright, love is raining this moonlit night. The tree house and its woody charm, I am lost in a lovely hoodlum's thoughts. The day has passed and night has come. I wait for him, my lovely chum. Far in the distant land he rides, Power in hands and towering heights. Here he comes my Prince, my love. Holding reigns of countries two. "Shower of moonlight, power of love, What more is needed, my sweetheart, love?" I stare at the stairs of my wood tree house, flowing with love for my Prince, my Knight, all starry-eyed... All starry-eyed.
Tweet tweet tweet.. :)
What is their damn problem with Shashi Tharoor? These Indian Express people? Let him tweet all tweets he want. It is his personal business. The hype about "cattle class" is fine. But if he has a goddam big workload, it is his business and he has every bit of right to whine about it. Or in this case, Tweet about it. :-| All those polls and snippets.. They are trying to make a controversy where none really exists.. Well, want him down dont you IE? :-| The poll "Should Tharoor step down from his Ministerial post?" ended up with a whooping 96% No. I guess the Indian Express people, jealous cronies and the Opposition made up the other 4%. :P Keep Tweeting Tharoorji! :) So, My Tweets can be found in here. I just opened a twitter account. To check out Tharoor [obviously not in the wrong sense. :P ]. Who knows, I might end up tweeting a lot, much like my blogger friends say, cos I do a lot of one liner blogs. :) Cheerz! Take care. Happy Durga Puja! DN
Love Thyself. :)
The bestest thing about being me is that I am unique. No other me in the whole goddam world. Know how beautiful it feels? :) To be me? I love being myself, with all the flaws and goodness in me. Once, I remember telling a friend of mine when asked how I could love people so much, "You love yourself first. Then you start seeing yourself in others. And then you love others as much." Corollary, "If you can't love yourself, you cant love others." [Same as what Jesus advised. ' Love others as you love yourself. '] And trust me, when I love the way I am, it is easier for me to love others. Including their imperfections. And anyways, it is their imperfections that complete them. :) Take care guys.. It feels awesome to be me. :) Dont you too? Cheerz! A happy Durga :)
Apple of my Eye..
Man of my dreams, Virtues extreme, thy name is not God, but a synonym of Lord. I shelve all my pride, and love thou, a bride, only to know, I should rather have cried. Peace be with you, Prosperity be with you.. Forever till I die, you'll be the apple of my eye.
New Awards! :)
Man, I donno what people find so good about my ramblings to gimme awards.. :) Well, that reminds me of my past promise to share the " Superior Scribbler " Award.. Just that I was not in a mood till now for light things.. So, coming to the awards I just received, Rahul has been the kind one this time. :) And not just one or two but!!! Three awards .. Hehe.. Thanks Rahul, I think that made my week. :D Yeah, that is another blog buddy I have earned on the blogosphere. :) And... One Lovely Blog Award This suits my template. :D And my fav color is pink and its variants... That makes me a bit more happier about this award than the rest.. :) Then, the fluorescent violet, " I love your blog " award.. That was beautiful. Thank you RSV . :) When you said, religiously following my blog , did you mean it? :D Cheerz! DN. Now, to the award giving ceremony I had pended for long. :D The Superior Scribblers .. To G3 : A going away present. [ Read "Happy to get rid of yo...
[Very]Miss Creant.
Disclaimer : Any similarity to the living or dead, is purely coincidental. This story, is fictitious and has nothing to do with anyone's life. DN. So, here it goes. I am dying. Yeah, death on a wheel chair. Ever heard of that? Slowly wasting this beautiful body. And all the 'assets' men looked at and paid for. Why? You may ask. And sneer. Why did I choose this life? Did I ? Honestly, did I have a choice? What with, love for him on one side and complete trust. And unseen future on the other side? I was robbed of my innocence, my purity and love, all in a single night. All by the same person I adored and loved. No no. This aint any melodrama. This is life. My bloody life! He had me that day. And then, the next thing I knew, I was dragged from my wedding bed to his friends. You know crying never helps. I cried out loud. They did everything they felt like and he abandoned me. Serves me right. Leaving my parents for the 'love' he gave me. For all those sweet nothings. F...
Count your chicken...
They say dont count your chicken before they hatch. I ask "What if the chicken die after hatching well?" So when do we count them?
You Pro America?
I have always been known to hold a grudge against the US or North America in general. Why? Is a question I have faced for a long time. Apart from the war tactics and politics they use, [I dont blame the minority public there, but those that elect George-Bush-like presidents, have to share the blame.] there are certain ways they experiment with human lives. Some are public, some are not. Those in the past are public. Almost all. Three decades ago, a fiasco was born. From the CIA. The undercover agents of US. Almost all their work includes ethics-less and lesser than human deeds. And they are not held responsible for any of the methods they adopt. Coming back to the fiasco, they used the mental patients in Montreal's Allen Memorial Institute to experiment on human brainwashing techniques!!! CIA needed this to control brains during the Cold War with the USSR. Or so they said. The patients were taken into a dark room, called the Sleep Room, and subjected to all sorts of experiments an...
Nostalgia -2
Fond memories take a peak in 10-12 th standards and I got the maximum exposure there. I remember doing a drama in Sanskrit with Manikandan sir, being the " Prakruthi Matha " in my flowing green frock. :) Asking him if he sang lullabies to his children. :D I even didnt know I 'should not' ask him about it. He replied " Kutty paadum " [Wife sings.] And talking back at him when he said I should have more "love" when I talk to my subjects, the living beings, as "Prakruthi Matha" . And then, doing the Children's film with Sadanandan sir, juniors and seniors for DD Bharathi . Two of them had a fight over who was gonna be my hubby in it. :P Haha ! The bulkier won. :D The Rashtrapathi Testing Camp at Hyderabad, where I almost fainted cos of the rigorous testing schedule from 4am to 11 pm. Thanks to Meenakshi ma'm from Chennai for ignoring my pleas that I would not be able to attend the rest of the tests cos I was not well that...
Nostalgia -1
Teachers have always left more impact on me than any other clan in school, during my school days. Neither friends nor seniors or any other group could affect me the way they did. Though I was late in realizing how lucky I was in being at a place like that, spread across the world, Kendriya Vidyalaya , a chain maintained by the KVSangathan under the govt. of India. Such qualified and trained teachers! Such dedication and friendliness! I see my comrades in school walking away to distant places to work now. Miss that place. I remember, the first class there.. I went in with dad and my friend Frijo who was my classmate from the KG classes and his dad, and was worried to find everyone crying. Man, I went over and consoled some who were crying.. And then settled down, grinning at my dad who was standing at the door. Dad grinned back. He came over and introduced me to G3, Moorthy uncle's daughter and asked me to make friends with her. I was determined to not like her the very instant a...
It is my Happy Budday today!! [:D] Happy Budday to me!! :D PS - I got a wish today. From an unknown number. Actually, no name, no number. No call back option. Nothing. "Happy b'day" Was signed "Me n my galfriend" And it had only one option to press "Ok" I pressed that and the message disappeared . :( Weird. Aye?
Today, I will just raise a question. Why is Srimati Pratibha Patil so inactive compared to Kalamji? When he was the President, every single day, he motivated students, contributed to India in science, politics, peace, and what not! Parents pointed at him and told kids "Be like him one day. Aspire!" His words about dreaming and achieving still ring in all hearts. I started scourging papers cos he appeared in it often and motivated me. Every single day, you got a news about him, sensible and encouraging and motivating. I used to love the way he carried himself. If you ask me, he should have been given another chance at the office. :) I seldom see Smt. Pratibha in the news, at least, apart from the 'diplomatic visits' she makes to foreign countries. President has to be active and conspicuous. Rather than appear only when it is very unavoidable. I don't care if it is a lady or man, just put forward models for the young generation. Ask respect from the middle aged. And...
'A-word'
Thanks for the award Amit ! :) That was nice of you.. Still thinking of 5 people. :D :D Cheerz! Durga Nandan
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I read Digital Fortress . I have read Da Vinci Code . Now, the thing with Dan Brown is, once you read one of his books, you can actually figure out that the one who appears to try to help, always ends up being the one behind the scam. At least, in those two, it is so. And it so very predictable after sometime. The way someone tries to be very "clean" you get a feeling he is upto something. And for those who have read it, I donno if you found it obvious, the Ndakota, being an anagram of Tankado, was evident and glaring. Or may be it was cos I love anagrams. And I wanted to shout at them for not understanding it right away. And all those stupid 'High Intelligence people' could not figure out about the Uranium Isotope code. How many prime numbers could be arrived at with that many limited numbers? Man, I didnt find Digital Fortress thrilling me as Da Vinci Code did. May be cos it was his first attempt.. Eh? The Godfather by Mario Puzo was wonderful. Though for a day I ...
Pencil
Scratching ahead, I write and write. Forging away, wills and works. Sharpened, broken, flaunted, fought. My bro is praised mightier than sword. Helping around, I lessen and die. Lead by lead and finally dead.