Life is not always just about you
So, again a long time no see. :)
Been the longest I guess, since I wrote here. I dont even dare to calculate how many days. So, this boyfriend of mine gives me a piece of his mind about why I didnt write a single thing for so long.
My life revolved around a lot of other things lately. What they say is true. Growing up is a lot of trouble. Responsibilities and worries. Although it is not just that. A lot of good things came up. I know how the outside world is. I decided to commit for life.
Well, he is demanding. It is hard for him to say what you did is perfect and upto my standards. -Almost never.- He does not ask me to do something. He asks me to finish the task. He does nt ask me whether I finished something. He asks me to give a status update. It is like having a full time manager in your life.I have had times when I had to remind him that he is a manager only in his office. But still.. He is one awesome person. And I cant imagine my life without him now.
Anyway, coming back to my random thoughts, I met a lady today. She is a single mom. She has marks of grave injuries all over her body. Visible and prominent ones. So, let me just tell you it was not the best life she had before we met. Into her late 50s. Professionally, exceptionally high in position. Personally, still enjoys the freedom women would yearn for. Incidentally, I am sure she does nt have everything in life. But, with what she has, she makes the most of life.
I get upset over petty things. But when I talked to her, I was like, man! I should be ashamed of having made any of my troubles an issue. I would not go into the details of her past. But I can assure you, it is beyond your imagination.
Life has been difficult lately. But talking to her kinda made it easier for me to imagine how worse it could have been.
I hope I can cope with things way better than what I am doing right now. It is not easy. But definitely worth a shot. If she can come out of such unspeakables, I can make it out alive and thriving for sure.
There have been a lot of random thoughts I missed recording because of my laziness or disinterest. Hopefully, I ll record it more frequently now. No promises. None to myself anyway. :) So, certainly not to my readers. :) Lets see.. :)
Cheerz!
DN
Been the longest I guess, since I wrote here. I dont even dare to calculate how many days. So, this boyfriend of mine gives me a piece of his mind about why I didnt write a single thing for so long.
My life revolved around a lot of other things lately. What they say is true. Growing up is a lot of trouble. Responsibilities and worries. Although it is not just that. A lot of good things came up. I know how the outside world is. I decided to commit for life.
Well, he is demanding. It is hard for him to say what you did is perfect and upto my standards. -Almost never.- He does not ask me to do something. He asks me to finish the task. He does nt ask me whether I finished something. He asks me to give a status update. It is like having a full time manager in your life.I have had times when I had to remind him that he is a manager only in his office. But still.. He is one awesome person. And I cant imagine my life without him now.
Anyway, coming back to my random thoughts, I met a lady today. She is a single mom. She has marks of grave injuries all over her body. Visible and prominent ones. So, let me just tell you it was not the best life she had before we met. Into her late 50s. Professionally, exceptionally high in position. Personally, still enjoys the freedom women would yearn for. Incidentally, I am sure she does nt have everything in life. But, with what she has, she makes the most of life.
I get upset over petty things. But when I talked to her, I was like, man! I should be ashamed of having made any of my troubles an issue. I would not go into the details of her past. But I can assure you, it is beyond your imagination.
Life has been difficult lately. But talking to her kinda made it easier for me to imagine how worse it could have been.
I hope I can cope with things way better than what I am doing right now. It is not easy. But definitely worth a shot. If she can come out of such unspeakables, I can make it out alive and thriving for sure.
There have been a lot of random thoughts I missed recording because of my laziness or disinterest. Hopefully, I ll record it more frequently now. No promises. None to myself anyway. :) So, certainly not to my readers. :) Lets see.. :)
Cheerz!
DN
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