Durga's Random Thoughts.

Life is actually a mirage. I mean, I am not trying to imitate any big shots or big thoughts. It is just that I was reading up on some chinese monks who mummified themsleves. May be a masochistic practice or just a practice they feel is right to reach Nirvana. But, somehow it made me all depressed. I kinda went 'into' their shoes and wondered how they felt, for some time. May be, they did it because it was a norm. Or for fame when they are dead. Or just to do that last experiment that might take them to enlightenment. I am kinda depressed. Some people are so selfless that they can harm themselves to death. Or I dont know if I should say they are so selfish that they harm themselves to death to attain the status of Buddha. And it also made me think - Whatever a person does, be it working asses off in a corporate world, or just meditate in the expectation of attaining nirvana, finally everyone dies. I have no clue what happens to us after death. May be we have another life a...

ചെഞ്ചായം പൂശിയ വാനശോഭയില്‍, നടന്നകലും നിഴലായി ഞാന്‍ എങ്ങോ പോകും സൂര്യത്തേജസ്സും തേടി, ഇന്നുമീ യാത്ര തുടരുന്നു. ഒഴിഞ്ഞ മാറ്വില്ലേ , ഇരുട്ടിന്‍ ചിത്രമായ്‌ വന്നു നീ  ഇന്നും എന്‍ ഇരുട്ടകറ്റാന്‍ വെമ്പുന്നു; അറിയാം. എന്നാലും, കൊഴിഞ്ഞ ഇലയിലെ, കരിഞ്ഞ വേനലും, കരിഞ്ഞ നെഞ്ചില്‍ പതിഞ്ഞ കാല്പ്പാടും... അത് മാത്രം. അത് മാത്രം ആണ്  ഇപ്പോള്‍ നീ.

I went to the other side of the mirror. I wanted to see how the world was. on the other side. They ate with their left hands. They had no sense of directions. They turned right for left and left for right. I kept hitting people everywhere I went. But it was a new way of looking at people. Something I had not gotten used to. It has this newness that invigorated me. Try that some time.

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"Oh! How I love thee!" I stared into those big brown eyes and thought. A smile, encompassing all grace, was pulling me towards her. I leaned on to the counter to get a closer look. A bell rang somewhere in the distant present. Oh! I realized that my class will resume in a minute. Knowing that I can see her later too, I turned and walked away from the mirror.

You know this burning feeling inside that KEEPS asking you to do something? That bugging feeling? I am suffering from that now. A nagging feeling that wont stop. When it is too much, I will run and do it. Just go do whatever it takes. And then, nothing can stop me. I am waiting for that moment.

Life goes on. You wait for it or not.