Romance in the air.. Let it be. Shh..!

I was searching for songs online and saw a very rare pic of Rahman in his early career. I remembered those days when the Roja was a total hit. The muZic made me literally fall in love with him. His talent made me awed. And to this day I love him. The long hairs left flowing.. the thick eyebrows.. big round eyes.. that silent look. He is really handsome. Hehe.. :) Un[/]fortunately, he is married. [:P] [fortunate for him and unfortunate for me.. hehehe :D]

Suddenly I spotted a song link.. 'Duniya Haseeno Ka Mela..' This took my memory back to some 90's.. [God. I feel old. :P] This song must have been one of the first to bring out the romantic soul in me.. The very first but was 'Mera Mann'. I have no idea which film either is from. But I can still get back to that innocent romantic feel when I listen to them. The first time I heard Mera Mann was while having dinner in a restaurant during a tour. And I suddenly wanted to dance around. Waltz rather. Later, throughout the night I sat staring outside the window of the bus thinking sweet romantic things. It is an awesome feeling. I still get it when I am alone and travelling. Especially during nights. It reminds me of my first romantic moments. There was no particular guy in my mind while I listened to the song. But a faceless someone who would love me with passion was carved somewhere in the back of my mind in those moments.
I guess, the image I formed during those times still serve as a standard scale when I evaluate a man.


I used to be pretty imaginative about romance. The nearer I got to the reality, the more practical I became. And hence, this innocent romantic feeling I had, got buried somewhere in the chaos of life. As I said, I still get the feeling when I am alone.. But li'l would those dreams come true. :) Not that I mind. Cos as soon as you get something, the value diminishes considerably. No. I want to treasure those moments of joy. Forever. :)